Well just know, we all started in this boat. I'm not a pro at programming, but I still rememer the first thing I made and well... it was terrible. The first "game" I made, was terrible. The second one, was terrible. The four hundreth is.... actually something I'm proud of.

Every artist was as bad as you are now and every programmer was were you are. Just keep doing it, keep learning, never give up, always be looking for new resources, and overall just keep tyring. Every minute you spend working makes you better.